Everything Happens for a Reason

            “Your trip to Mexico has been canceled and we have decided that you are ineligible to study abroad.” Hearing those words was such a disappointment, but it was not the first time that had happened. I had actually been accepted to four different study abroad programs throughout college. However, they were all canceled for the same reason; the occurrence of my epileptic seizures.

           When disappointments reoccur, it is often easier to give up rather than continue to pursue one’s goals. But giving up only leads to regret and further disappointment. That is why I initially made the decision that I would never let my personal circumstances hold me back.

            Because I studied sociology and Spanish, I was determined to find a way in which I could use my Spanish capabilities and interact with other cultures. The original feeling of disappointment from not studying abroad eventually turned into motivation, in which I began volunteering at different organizations and schools around the Portland and Seattle area. Some of these non-profit organizations assisted the impoverished and provided meals to those in need. Within two of these organizations, I helped create a program in which we began teaching English to the foreign attendees. To my benefit, a large majority of the population was Latino and had come from various different countries with the hope of improving their lifestyle. I was so thankful to have the opportunity to learn about Latin American customs and qualities, and I realized that this experience had made me even more determined to continue my interaction with this culture.

            As I continued studying at Seattle University, I unexpectedly found another way to practice my Spanish skills, and that was through salsa dancing. Because I was a transfer student, I didn’t know many people at school and was desperate to make friends. So, when two girls asked me if I wanted to go dancing, I immediately agreed to accompany them. When we arrived, I realized that this was a wonderful opportunity to practice my Spanish, with most of the people being part of the Latin American culture. Therefore, every salsa outing was used as a wonderful learning experience. For that reason, I immediately became obsessed with salsa dancing and went out every weekend, in which I was able to meet wonderful people whom I still socialize with today.

            Once college ended, I tried to convince myself that I could find a job where I could use my Spanish capabilities and help those in need. Although I was thankful for all of the opportunities I've had, I still didn't feel completely confident with my Spanish skills. Yet, at the same time, I told myself that I could not worry about it, and that more opportunities would arise when the time was right.

            Three months after graduation, I underwent brain surgery in order to improve my epilepsy, and six months later, I traveled to Puebla, Mexico, where I am currently fulfilling the study abroad experience I never had. It is truly amazing to be able to do something that other people thought was impossible. I have been here for about 3 weeks and have realized that the saying is true; everything happens for a reason. For instance, if I had been able to study abroad in this program 2 years ago, I would have been in classes with other American students and would have lived with a different family.

            Instead, I am interacting with Mexican students every day and am living with a wonderful family who treat me as if we have known each other forever. One thing I've noticed about this culture is the generosity that constantly takes place. It truly is inspiring to be around those who may not have much, but are willing to help those in need, no matter the circumstances.

            Although I am still in the beginning of this trip, I am continuing to feel thankful each and every day for this experience. I am realizing that it is true; within every day there is a reason to smile.